soliloquy

ahh...finally the much awaited day has arrived....phase 2 begins..if i look back in hindsight it seems that my deed-o-meter(never heard of it...yes,thats a new term coined by me which shows the relative statistical average of good and bad deeds a person has committed) is overwhelmingly in favour of the wrongdoings committed by me...i wont delve into that dark world of MY wrongdoings(as if i were some DON CORLEONE)i would be more than glad to make you acquainted with the 3 remarkable things(unlike the 3 mistakes of my life of chetan bhagat fame)i have taken from my life::

1)got a good jumpstart in my career inspite of my lackadaisical(pertaining more with the lack of determination)attitude...

2)got some real gud friends whom i can count on, wen i need dem...

3)being at the recieving end of the lotsa love from my kith and kins!!

as the cliche goes "life moves on ",so here i am right now starting afresh ...yes the name phase2 aptly suits it because for me starting a professional life is a feeling too overwhelming that can be felt but can't be written in entities such as words...honestly ,my myths about this world were too few to be shattered..ya to start with i have to acknowledge this fact that life as a student was very different..(i am not using" easy" to obviate the ire of people who eulogize it and are all gung-ho about it)it was all about procrastinations,b******** (to quote our lingo),doing everything except studying and still cribbing that i have to study this and that..,hitting on every other hot chick(not at all a sign of maturity...who cares..)and blah and blah....and now suddenly standing on the cusp of the professional world indeed, a paradigm shift::

To rephrase darwin " nature(read society) chooses those animals(read humans) who have best suited genes to survive in this draconian world where the struggle for existence(where everyone is pulling each others legs)is intense and so demanding"

it intrigues me and makes me think that whether i am ill equipped to tackle the so famed "ways"of the world ??whether i have some chinks in my armour?? or is it a kind of insecurity which transcends people of all ages (even the most astute to the dumbest morons alive).....and i am not the odd one out....whatever be the reason i am all braced to face it and not get "cheesed"off(to quote one of my office mates who inspired me to write blog...huh...my blog "IDOL").....